Boys.

Okay I like my best guy friend. a lot. we will call him 'guy'.  so, you see, guy liked me. back in November. he tried to ask me out but every time he would try, he was to nervous or something else would happen. so you know what he did? he went and asked out the easier girl to ask out. I don't know what I think about that. but he said that since he has been dating her, he only likes me as a friend now. I guess, that is okay. better then not liking me at all. but you see the thing is. he still has feelings for me because he said that when and if they break-up. that he would like me again. I am cool with that, but it kinda makes me feel like a plan B. 

I personally think he should have worked up the balls to ask me out. I would have said yes.  I think he asked her out "Because I make him nervous" (those are the words of my best friend) I am cool with that, too. I guess that I am just kinda upset about it,  I mean, I don't like him any less or more then I did yesterday morning. 

 Well, I have to go finish my school.  

  Beth.