Boys.

Okay I like my best guy friend. a lot. we will call him 'guy'.  so, you see, guy liked me. back in November. he tried to ask me out but every time he would try, he was to nervous or something else would happen. so you know what he did? he went and asked out the easier girl to ask out. I don't know what I think about that. but he said that since he has been dating her, he only likes me as a friend now. I guess, that is okay. better then not liking me at all. but you see the thing is. he still has feelings for me because he said that when and if they break-up. that he would like me again. I am cool with that, but it kinda makes me feel like a plan B. 

I personally think he should have worked up the balls to ask me out. I would have said yes.  I think he asked her out "Because I make him nervous" (those are the words of my best friend) I am cool with that, too. I guess that I am just kinda upset about it,  I mean, I don't like him any less or more then I did yesterday morning. 

 Well, I have to go finish my school.  

  Beth.

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hahaha.  I made it to 11 views! whooo.  haha that is in like 3 days?  yup. I am doing to be big.  in 12 years.
 down to the dirt now..  Have you ever liked some one who just seems to not like you back? well, here is your solution!! 


 Be. There. Friend. it works almost every time. well, like, 87% of the time.. 
you see, I have this 'friend' who is of the male species.. and I have this super huge crush on him, but he is like one of my best friends,  he is super cute and nice and everything! but you see. he has a girlfriend.. so what I have been doing is being his friend. you know. at first I was super mad. but then after like a week of that I got tired of being mad at him and I decided that I would be his friend again because I can't not like him, you know that little feeling that you get inside of you when you are with the one you love(or like if it is just a crush like mine)? well I get that every single time I think of him and what not, I have never had that little feeling before.  but if we were meant to be together it will happen.. 


Yes, I do believe in fate.  how could you not? I mean everything you do will change what you do next,  but.. it is confusing I guess.

  Well, I should go get my day started.. 
   Remember. Be there friend. Always be a good friend to everyone. (:


   Beth

First post?

uhm.. first off. How do you possibly get an ice cube stuck one your tongue?? that is just. special. My sister is real smart. 
Another thing. I talk about my pets..  a lot. probably cuz they are my way of socializing... right now as I am typing this. my dog (Toby, he is 4. and is a really pretty white lab that weights in at about 74.324534 pounds)  is getting attacked my one of my cats. (Zeke, he is 1 and is a devil child maine coon mutt thing and weights in at 17 pounds.) You can see who is dominant in that relationship. I also have another cat. his name is Moses (Momo, Moe).. we have a thing for naming our pets  names from the bible.. But he is an old fart who is 9 years old. oldest cat we have ever had.
 Well my name is Beth. I am 16 years of age and I am a home schooler. no. I am not socially retarded.  I am quite social...  when I have the chance. People ask me "Beth, Why are you home schooled?"  it is a simple answer. what time do you have to get up every morning? ooh. 6? haha loser. I get to wake up at 10 every day and get all my school done in 2 hours! see?  it is a great system. the only down side is that I only get outta the house like 2 times a week.  but now that I have my license. I get out more. (:
Okay. The worst thing of all.  I live in the middle of no where.  some where between boonie land and hillbilly town I think... hahaha no I live in the middle of nowhere Minnesota.  whooo snow. :P I hate snow, well not I like snow..  just not on the roads. and I HATE HATE HATE cold. a lot. but I do love shrimp. (: hahaha oh. as I was saying, the worst thing about home schooling is the I live like 20 miles outta town. so it cost a lot just to drive in.  oh well. glad one of my sisters is in gymnastics. (:


well, I have to go do my school now.. Talk to who ever will read this later!!!


    Beth.